Sunday, December 30, 2012

Chilhood finger food.....

Dirempahkan...


Digorengkan....


Dihidangkan....


Sapa pernah mkn ni? Ubi kayu goreng berempah.....sgt mavellous okeh.....teringat aruah Datuk.....dulu....setiap kali i cuti semester....mesti balik kg kt Muar tgk Aruah Atuk....dia rajin bercucuk tanam....dia mesti make sure ada ubi kayu utk cucu perempuan dia ni.....hihihi.....selain digoreng berempah.....sgt sedap juger kalau direbus shj dan makan ngn ikan masin + sambal tumis.....aduhhhhhh.....arituh kat pasar tani area umah i ada ubi kayu ni.....pe lagi...resepi di zaman silam laa........hihihi.....

Bahan2nya :

1. Bersihkan ubi kayu.....potong kecil2...

2. Rempah ditumbuk ~ ketumbar, jintan manis, bawang putih, bawang merah kecil, kunyit & garam....

3. Taburkan sedikit tepung gandum & rempah tumbuk......gaulkan bersama ubi kayu tadi....

4. Sedia utk di goreng.....

Hidangkan semasa msh panas dengan air panas kegemaran anda....saya suka.....anak2 pun suker..... ;-)

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Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Toddler's Bedroom ~


Cepatnya masa berlalu.....tahun ni lg laa iols rasa mcm pendeknya masa...jadual harian & weekend padat....Tp Alhamdulillah......dpt selesaikan semua yg dirancang.....terima kasih Allah kerana kurniakan kesihatan yang baik untuk iols, suami & anak-anak sepanjang tahun 2012 ni.....dapatlah laksanakan semua amanah yang diberikan...work + lectures + kiddies + wife + mummy + sister + daughter is not that easy...but i'm enjoying my life.....semakin i busy, semakin i rasa masa yang ada terlalu berharga untuk di sia-siakan ;-)

Anak-anak pun pun dah makin besar....
OOoohhhh! How i wish they are still my cute lil baby......that always want only mummy... ;-) 
Diddy requested to have his own bedroom.....since he will be starting kindergarten next year.....dah kena serius nak kena buat homeworks and sharpen his reading skills kan.....alamak.....huhu.....how again i wish he can just play all day.... ;-)  

Then......curi sikit masa......google some great ideas for toddler's bedroom....  


kalau mcm ni....mesti i yg suker.....sb byk green2 kan....tp tak  koserrr plak nk carik byk2 soft toys tu.....nnt dah byk sgt....penuh dgn habuk and  akhirnya masuk store.....hiiii :-p

Cunnnnn........

Confirm Diddy suker......tp mana nk carik  bed sheet semua yg konsep mcm nih kan....huhu

Ahaaa.....konsep ala2 keta cengginih sesuwei utk  2 anak  lelaki yg sedang membesar......lama sikit boley pakai kan...... :-)

Ok......nih lg best.....boleh latih adik dia tdo sekali kat bilik ni kan.....kalau sepupu derang dtg....boleh derang join tido sekali......ada tempat storage utk brg2 mainan or buku2 nnt....suker2.....tangganya pun nampak safety......disamping ada rekabentuk kereta...yg sesuwei ngn hero2ku berdua ituew.......plg penting.....buatan tempatan yer.....sila google Perabot Bahagia.....dekat ngn umah i....lg senang nk g survey.....sesuwai sgt ngn iols yg tak berapa byk masa nk lepak2 or pusing satu KL carik katil yg sesuai....huhuh...
Google lg bed sheet yg sesuwei.....sudah jatuh hati sama ini transformer set.....zassssss!!!  Direct order from amazon.com....ahahhahaha! Ampunnnnn yangggg......sekali ni je......nk encourage anak u tido bilik sendirik kan.... :-) ....Ntah naper Upin Ipin takmo buat bed sheet cenggineh ehh?.....kalau tak...mesti laku kan.....hihih 

Ok.....da sampei.......lantas segera disampulkan ke tilam dan bantal...... :-)

 
Readyyyyyy!!! Hahahaha......si tecik ni berangan laaa......nk tdo ngn abang katanya........hahhaha.....ok2.....positive.....practice makes perfect....wp mlm td asyik2 panggil mama....napa lampu terang sgt laaa.....napa aircond tak sejuk laaa......mana mainan adik....etc......hihihi..... sgt tak best bila takde bau anak2 masa nk tido okeh......huhuhu.... :-p
Ok....iols mmg suker transformer......hihihii



Allah...syukur ke hadrat Ilahi....
My younger sister is confirm to be free from cancer.....it's only a benign cells  and jst need to be monitored closely.....Alhamdulillah...sib baik ada good old frenz @ UMMC & UH....blurr kejap iols....yer la....if anybody hv experience this kind of situation before....i'm sure they will understand better......if not, some people will only know how to judge, comments or just show off that they are too clever....instead of praying for us or at least show their supports......some human is heartless..... :-p

Tqvm Ecah....she really helps us alot.....console us emotionally & psychically....introduce us to the rite expert and helps us with the financial & treatments plan......sungguh Allah berikan kami dugaan...namun Allah juga berikan jalan dan mudahkan urusan kami menghadapinya.....tqvm Allah atas kasih sayangMu....

Tqvm Allah for giving my younger sister a second chance........she is so brave & strong to face all the stressful test & check up.....at the age of only 17 years old....she face her SPM (with pure science subjects) & continuous checking, biopsy procedures and appointments with calm....for her ~ may Allah bless her journeys throughout all her life...Aminnn.....

Ok.....done with sad stories.....hahahhaha!! Life goes on...no matter what...whatever happen just a reminder to us that ~ we can't live forever....live our life at the fullest......always remember that: "kematian itu pasti".... & be prepared because we never know when it's the time for us to be taken back by the Almighty....
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Thursday, December 13, 2012

Rimau Malaya kena sabotaj ke?


Rimau Malaya kena sabotaj ke....naper laa refree cenggituh kannnn?
Tihihi......bushannn aaa...ngeeee...
Tapi kat mana-mana pun cenggituh laaa......mesti ada yg tak mengadili dgn baik.....be careful je laa...wherever we are... ;-p

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Daun pokok tujuh duri.....


Katanya.....daun pokok tujuh duri ni bagus utk pesakit cancer....

Mak Busu i kt kampung yg bgtau....katanya dia pernah suspect breast cancer.....ada lump....sementara tunggu nk buat biopsy....dia makan daun pokok ni....utk ulam...every day....after almost 2 months, mase buat check up....tgk2 lump dah takde.....huhuhu....

Bukan makcik tu aje....ramai juga kwn2 dia yg suspect breast cancer....ada lump....bila makan...terus lump tu hilang....setakat ni....i dah jumpa 3 org yg amalkan mkn daun ni & Alhamdulillah free dr sebarang lump or breast cancer...

Kebetulan ke.....kebenaran? Sapa nk buat kajian? Manalah tau......mmg ada anti cancer agent?! Jom!! I ada tanam kt depan umah i...(atas tanah sekangkang kera....ahahhaha! :-P).....

I nk sihat n awet muda u....Jom! Amalkan cara hidup sihat.....sihat tubuh bdn + sihat juga di fikiran dr perkara2 memikirkan hal2 yg tidak baik.... Insya Allah... ;-)

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Baking day....



Nikmatnya dpt weekend dgn family kan......sgt2 syiok...i plak jenis yg lbh suker bersama keluarga kt umah.....samada g beriadah or plan some hands-on activities with e family....g shopping complex?...errr...kalu perlu je shj....sb tak suka bising2 & sesak2 ramai org....tak elok utk bdk2....peace... :-P *kiasu mama..*wink*

Lg besh sb skunk Mak & Abah pon ada...hihi...bo feeling2 mengada ngn mak apak kannnn....hihii...maklumlah....weolz kan nucleus family kt KL ni.....atok nenek sedara mara jauh...bila derang ada kt umah...sgt teruja....sooooo.....rumahku syurgaku.... :-D

Ada budak tecik sibuk nk mamanya baking2 & main2 tepung kat dapur.......oklah....tgk majalah lama...recepi red velvet memanggil2 utk dicuba....hahaha! Tp i modified cikit....kurangkan red colouring  ituew....tak bagusss nnt makan pewarna makanan byk2 kann....(terbayang nnt all my stomach kena red colour stain ....OMG :-P)....health conscious sgt kan....takut gak uolz....byk Malaysian skunk kena cancer taw.....cancer hati...cancer usus...breast cancer....huhuhu....aatoot kann... ;-p

Ok....hasilnya ~ red velvet less colouring....siap di saji bersama coklat urai diatasnya n teh o green tea....detox katanya....*sigh*

Anak2 jiran sebelah tgh main2 kt depan umah....panggil join sekali....excited mkn2 & cerita ceriti....sgt senang hati :-)

I love tis beautiful weekend...... ;-)

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Monday, December 3, 2012

Crash Course ~


Throughout my journeys of looking for knowledge....i met with fantastic lecturers and teachers.....in formal & informal condition....sometimes we learn from somebody higher than us....sometimes we learn from lower staff or even just ordinary person...with that, i shall thanks everybody that shape myself today & i'll continue learning every day.... ;-)

Last week i'm attend one crash course in SIRIM.....hihihi....a 3 days workshop actually....derive from a semester Master courses.....about how we can bring any possibilities of marketable products/ services and attract investment.....on wht is IP all about, patented issues, IP licensing, collaborators, publications, students, employee, employer, researcher,  lecturer...etc...hihi ~ long  list... most of us are officers from MOSTI....they are lawyers, science communicator, research officers, engineers, science officers, designers, management personnel and from different branch and agencies....


It's a good course to attend.....covered many topics to be digest in 3 days....anyway, almost all should at least gets clearer pictures of what are we heading to....especially the young researchers in the Research Institute....we understand better what is our wright, what our organization should gained from any collaboration, everything that related to contract agreement, what the inventor or researcher should get and should not do....lots of legal terms....great exposure to learn.....

Publications in the International Conference is important for predicting future trends....but the publication or research should be objectively done ~ to get the right products needed. Research should also focusing on fundamental research as a basic tools to nurture greater discoveries.....where the knowledge gained can be accomplished by other Research Institute, Technical Institutional, Designers, Creative Institute or Creative Universities etc. .....the challenges is how to apply an effective knowledge sharing system that could benefit everybody.... ;-p

Some interesting point from the courses to share:

1. Academic staff have a duty to research (part of employment contract), but do they have the duty to invent?
2. A duty to invent would be expected to carry with it an obligation of secrecy. ie.; an obligation to maintain and not put novelty at risk, so as to preserve patentability
3. But academic staff have choices; to publish freely and therefore destroy novelty or not to publish
4. Students are not employees; IP jointly owned by the students and University
5. Company Director; if the Director is an employee of a company, then as a result of employment relationship, the IP would be owned by the company. The same goes to employee situation. Unless the IP was created out side the course of employment, then its belong to the employee....

**Anyway, everybody hv their own interpretation and can freely argue all the statement above......even the speaker is quite open with any disagreement to be discuss... :-)

Points to ponder : Most of big companies will hire runners all over conferences to get information needed or benefited the company. It is simply because innovation give new business opportunity to them. Because of that, some may choose not to reveal the full accurate info in the publication, because people may copy them easily.....then, how Ethics in Education represent in this situation? Beside the plagiarism issues, how about the accuracy? It is quite blurry to explain, because normally new findings have less expertise to argue.....except over the controversy on recent paper published by Seralini on GM Maize; where scientist around the world urging the French scientist to release the full research data in which he linked consumption of NK603 maize increased incidence of tumors in rats (resources: The Petri Dish, November 2012 issues).

This 3 days courses give some frameworks and models that so far workable for industries and research institutes in UK, US, Australia etc. to collaborate....there is no definite answer that the models can suite here in our country or will still reliable in the next 10 years....but at least it one of the best method so far....

It is quite interesting to know how far and how many steps we should do to facilitate the penetration of research findings into real market....the workshop is a good efforts that MOSTI shall continue....this kind of workshop should be handle annually and broad the scope to other agencies related......maybe next time we should focus on every agencies problems related to engagement of research findings and commercialization challenges.....and see how we could go forwards with the best collaboration/ venture/ capital investment that suite every cases.....i believe everybody will be happy to contribute without hiding any information related.....because everybody get their portion (royalty,  dividend, share etc.) and fair agreement to agree :-D

p/s : This is just my own opinion. Please do refer to other sources and references for further clarification...

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Future Hope ~


Cheerful faces in EMA756.....everybody have their own endless stories to tell....the hard works, the struggle, the commitment, the huge responsibilities, the long journey, hope and patient...yet, the best rewards is just to gain knowledge from our beloved Chi Foo ~ Mr. Nik from EPU, Minister Office and guest speaker Mr. Fumihiko Sato, CEO of ORIX Japan (sitting in the middle)....

Two fellows with precious experience in Harvard...still very down to earth.....busy with multiple works never ended day & night, weekdays & weekend...yet still smiling and make time to teach us with sincere and passion.....hardly say any complains...full of patient....respect each other and appreciate everybody's opinion with an open mind....lead by action and never take advantages....great Chi Foo will never be forgotten....  ;-)

Mr. Sato : What is the most important value in our life? Wealth? Respect? Position? 

Everybody have their own arguments....let it be yours....we choose our own life.....be responsible for what we believe and act to it.....do not manipulate things coz at the end people can think.....do not tell lies coz no sin is perfect...do not turn around facts coz the truth will revels....

How about Unethical behaviours? Mr. Sato listed out as below:
Harassment
Fraud
Corruption
Profiting at the expense of others
Discrimination
Causing environmental damage (to the earth, in the office and in the family etc.)
Socially irresponsible


Mr. Sato : Does anybody agree? Anybody want to argue? Please let me know...lets us share....we may learn something together....

(Then everybody start to throw many questions and arguments.....the discussion become fruitful....he never turn down anybody's opinion and explain every curiosity with patient.....we even seek some answers together and nobody is acting superior/ smarter than others ;-D)

Mr. Sato Advice : Do not compete unnecessarily with each other....coz u'll win nothing....please do collaborate and work together.....because no matter how clever u feel...are u clever enough? 2, 3, 4...heads working together is better than 1...coz u may look at different perspective and can't see the hidings one..

Conclusion : Employees can realize their fulfilling life by understanding & sharing the corporate philosophy, work hard toward the same goal and know what is the most important values in your life.....

Smile :-)

Monday, November 26, 2012

WORLF INNOVATION FORUM (WIF 2012)


I'm nt really sure either other ppl at my age should bother abt Innovation issues discussed today....but this is how i look at it....

Within these 2 days....it is no doubt tht most of d panels x denials abt the important of continuous research to achieve innovative products or services.....the questions is.....how do the researchers do it?...in order to achieve the target (of having any products or services) tht innovative enough to penetrate the market? Or in a simple words is ~ "products or services tht can be sold or used in the real market"....

From my personal point of view...."It's difficult! A researcher alone....especially a lecturer in a University should not focusing on doing research with an objective to penetrate real market...it's hardly done (at least for now ;-p)....They should focusing on research tht will update & upgrade their teaching methods or quality....all the research mst be aiming for producing more quality students tht gonna face the real market n innovate  themselves...Not give the burden to a lecturer tht got to do a research, at d same time mst give a lectures & hv to think effectively to produce a products/ services tht marketable? Can they cope with everything?

They will start to choose....which one is more promising? Focusing on producing more quality graduates or focusing on research that give them titles and more research grant (to win the market with the products that actually end up just to be patented or penetrate journals)....

Through my conversation with some participants during this WIF 2012, coincidentally some of them is also lecturers from several Universities.....(Monash Uni, LKW, IPTA, Research Institute...etc)....the responds are: i. some of them prefer to be a real researcher...without any lecture class to think of.....but they are fine with attachment student's training activities..... ii. some of them are very enthusiastic to be a real teaching lecturer....where they would like to do a research that will benefit their teaching skill and knowledge....to be always updated with current issues and trend...including further research on fundamental science subjects  tht would benefits the students and helps them to be more prepared to face the real problems and issues in the real world outside.....

With some experience,  i would say that UiTM is one of the best Teaching Universities in our country.....the positive environment and facilities are shared among the lecturers with less personal interest and development of students is always their priority....there are some efforts taken recently to make UiTM focusing on becoming a Research University....but their aiming is more towards ranking....(since the evaluation based on research being done.....phewwwwwwww..... ;-p)....hopefully not forgotten the attention to keep on producing quality graduates that creative, innovative, be able to compete and survive, brave and dynamic.... ;-) *still praying that UiTM not gonna be crazy like others in a race to be a research university...

Is d objective of learning is to PENETRATE A JOURNAL only?  i believe we may already have penetrate huge numbers of journals....but what its end up to be? Kept nicely in the library or really being useful as effective problems solving methods? Or it is secretly embedded within the researcher itself?  i believe that there must be a balance on both knowledge seeking than only penetrating the journals... :-)

I would like to know.....is the patented products only is good enough to be marketable? * this is a great arguements from Prof Gupta, India and speakers from UK during WIF 2012.......Is only penetrate the journal is good enough to be good? How much money (Government or specifically Rakyat money) hv been spend to do sooooo many research tht also being done by other full time researchers in d Research Institute? What is the significant different function of pure researchers in Research Institute n a researcher a.k.a lecturer in University? Or at least out line wht is the priority of each field? Wht is the significance function of a lecturer in the University n a pure researcher in a Research Institute?

Please do understand tht i'm not pointing to anybody.....i'm jst curious....if the real people tht gonna face the real world outside is the graduates.....then...why should all the lecturers in the universities given a task to produce the products tht can be sold/ marketable? While they suppose to focusing on how to produce a creative n innovative graduates....rather thn doing too many things at once and champion nothing....

Please understand tht doing a research is nt only to get PHD, PM or Prof titles....it is about how the knowledge can be use to solve other ppl problems or help the students to be more competitive...open student's mind....to b more creative n innovative n success out there in the real world ~

B a graduates also is not only hv a Degree n b proud of it.....sit down & do nothing wit tht piece of paper....and announcing to others..."hey!! look....i'm a degree holder!".......it is about how we can use the education to the benefit of yourself, others & to face this real world....

As wht the Prof. He from China said, "my ambition is to see my research to be applied in the real situation....being used by the people to solved many problems and can be materialize"...he started with small *Research Institute in the University ~ small workshop and few students.....now they are big enough as one of the trusted brand ~ Sunward ~ leader of engineering tools in China. A TESTIMONY that Research Institute play an important role in materialize innovation products that can penetrate the market and hv trained more researchers or graduates to become real inventors....

I would like to see the Research Centre like MARDI, MRI, Nuclear Malaysia,  JKM, SIRIM & many other agencies under several Ministry....especially MOSTI ~ to champion more meaningful researches tht be able to turn it into recognize services n products.....like before.....

Long time ago MRI was a source of reference by UNESCO for mosquitoes diseases....But now...not anymore...Why? Is d research grants not there? Is the researches hv no time to do a full time research  (as they are a full time researcher ) Why we wnt to take over other peoples task & crazy to achieve a title to become a research university only? How about become a respected Teaching University and produce high quality graduates tht be able to penetrate n survive in the real market??? Yes.....research in the university is an on going efforts...no dout about it......but not aiming into commercialization i believe.....wht i mean is: the intention is good, but the implementation might not be the best.....some of the academician might take less priority to the development of the students...focusing on research alone...teaching become part time....research grant become the main task to be completed and looking for... ;-p

Research in the University should be priorities for the benefits of teaching objective....to produce a competitive graduates....to make sure the students not gonna feed with outdated source of knowledge.....not using the students to finish their research grant objectives only....they are students....that need to be nurtured to be somebody.....not a cheap workers..... :-p ~ i understand that everybody hv their own arguments.....but we may have to reflects ourselves...if we are an academician....for sure we are suppose to have the passionate for teaching....rite? :-p ~ same thing goes to teachers in the schools.....if we are not really keen to do so...then we may consider other exciting field that suite us ~ an entrepreneurs, a consultant, a businessman or maybe a full time researcher.....*wink*

What's happening now is overlapping of function and missed targeting products......The main products of a University are competitive students, while products of Research Institutes are reliable services and marketable products.....

No need to steal the jobs that suppose to be lead by the Research Institute (RI); do respect the researchers in there....(but bear in mind that a RI can be exist in the University compound as well...but do not mix the functions and have only committed full time researchers, only then they can focus on producing marketable products & services).....please hire more young ambitious researchers in these RI & make a promising career for our young science students now....they are still confuse of wht they gonna end up to be....since the post to become a real scientific researchers are limited.....no opportunity for them to explore their maximum talents.....please don't steal their chances..... hahahah ;-)....we have to remember....to increase the awareness and interest to join STI field is one continuous effort.....to MANAGE the STI talents that have been produced is another issues.....

I do believe prestigious RI like MPOB needs more grants n pure researchers to do full time research n creates products tht really play important roles n contributes to our new Country's economic area....

I'm sorry if my opinion today may disturbing certain people....(macamlah pandai sangat kan....) hahahahhah.....this is just my personal opinion....it might be less accurate....wright or wrong? But it's may trigger something......

I wish to see more Teaching University in our country.....with the aim to produce more competitive graduates.....focusing on research to upgrade the standard n knowledge of teaching.....lets the research being done by the RI and give them chances to grow & be a prestigious RI in the world...lets us grow together....be a leading agencies in every field we are.....

Please.....don't overlap n killing each other to be seen.....nobody is greater than others....everybody is great enough to lead each area....collaborates and lets build this country together......PEACE!!

Remember tht we decide today.....will determine the life of our next future generation..... ;-) so, make a wise decision.....


P/s: again...pls do understand that this is my personal opinion through my personal observation. It may differ from other's point of view....do make further reading for better judgement and i'm open with any disagreement or opinions....since every single person have different views from different angle....but we should avoid denials....peace ~ :-D

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Thursday, November 22, 2012

Posting him to Mak Tok?


Arituh balik Johor.....ntah camner boleyy plak haku termakan pujuk rayu Mak Tok supaya tinggal cucunya.....mula2 mak request dua2 tinggal...sekali ngn bibik.....tp sikecik Ian tuh mana bo kalau mamanya takde.....cepat2 cakap: "Takmau laaa....nnt Ian nanges caner?"  ...hahahaha.....tp abangnya lain cikit.....bila dengar nnt Mak Long ngn Mak Tok ajak g waterfall, tgk fun-fair kt bandar, bo makan aiskrim setiap hari, boleh kejar ayam satu umah, bo panjat pokok rambutan, boleh main sorok2 ngan cucu jiran sebelah ~ terus dia relax jeee takmo balik KL.....siap suruh mamanya tinggalkan baju, ipad and bekalan susu utk dia....nanti klau nk balik.....dia telefon laaa mama..... ~ erkkkk.....betul ke anak haku ni? :-p

Last2 mmg betol ko!! Dia buat muka selamba jee depan TV tak bergerak2.....padahal mama & papanya dah berangkut brg2 dlm keta....Mak Atoknya pon kemain peluk lagi cucu tuh...macamkan tak bagi balik kan.....Datuk pon dah standby je nak angkut balik beg baju cucunya dari bonet keta....kompem jeee......terus bwk cucu lari g belakang umah...... ~ "ko pegi jalan dulu laaa.....mak nk tengok anak ayam kt belakang tuh dah menetas ko belom.....Siddiq tanya semalam"....perg....baiiiikkkkkk punya taktik....

So....kitaorg je laaa balik KL.....malam pertama melalak gak si abang ni..... ~ "nak mama"....katanya.....tp laa nih dah dekat 2 minggu......relaxx jee...kalau mama call pon......asyik takde memanjang....byk aktiviti laaa.....ikut Mak Atok g gotong royong laaa.....ikut Atuk g ronda kampung laaa.....tgh main ngn cucu jiran sebelah umah laaa.....

Kalau tanya mak pun...jwpn dia....."bagus budak ni duduk sini....baik ajer Mak tgk...."  :-p yer laaa...mesti semua pon bo buat kan Mak.....takde peraturan mcm kt umah....hhahaha...takpe....coti sekolah....bagi chance Atuk Nenek nk get closer ngn cucunya.....supaya ada memori indah antara mereka......family bonding is important in child's development.... :-)

Masalahnya, mak dia kat KL yg rasa lain macam....wp sibuk dgn byk tugasan....tp tetap rasa janggal sb takde org nk kacau mama....takde org nk tanya mama soklan pelik2...takde org nk jd chief pakat serangan hendap dgn adik kat mama...ahhahahha! Wp adik ada....tp riuhya tak sama kalau ada dua Ultraman kat umah ni...hihihh....

I miss u dear ~ :-)  
Baru tinggal 2 minggu kat kampung......kalau kena g out station lama2? Allah je laa yang tau camaner hati seorang ibu....... ~ "demi negara...yang terchenta....ku curahkan bakti penuh setia" ~ ahaha! tetiba kannn....

Dia : Mama, ini buah apa? Kenapa dia ringan? Boleh makan tak?
Mama : Cuba letak dalam air....kalau dia timbul...ringan laaa.....
*Eksperimen time*
Dia : Mama.....mcm bot laa.....bo timbul.....kenapa?
Mama : Sb Allah buat utk senang buah ni tumbuh kat pulau depan sana.....nnt buah ni jatuh kat dalam air,  timbullah dia....pastuh ombak tolak dia sampai pantai sebelah sana......pastuh dia tumbuh laa jd pokok macam kat sini....
Dia : Oooooo....kalau campak buah dalam air semua timbul ke mama? Pisang ni bo?
Mama : Cubalah.....
*Experimen time*
Dia : Tak bo pun mama...kenapa?
Mama : Mmg laa tak boleh sayang....sb pisang takde rongga udara.....
Dia : .......blurrrr.......
Mama : Nanti abang dah besar....belajar pandai2....tanya cikgu sains.....bo jadi scientist...
Dia : ~ bertambah blurrrr ~ Cikgu sains tuh apa mama? Scientist tuh apa? Yang cikgu ajar macam abc tuh ke? Yang Siddiq kena baca tuh? Tp Siddiq tak suka laa mama....cikgu asyik suruh baca ajer....
Mama : Hahaha! Jom...sayang.....kita tengok apa pakcik tuh buat.....dia carik apa tu kat tepi pantai? Macam siput kan.....

*Don't kill their curiosity, let them explore this beautiful environment and learn from Nature*
 (not only video games, iPad, android etc...long list of electronic gadgets ~ :-D)


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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

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Sometimes we facing certain people that always give too many restriction on doing things....just to show their autocratic views.....block creativity and end up back to the *square....the 70's gonna remain 70's forever...... :-P

Every single person hv different taste n views.....yes...agree.....but if the products is to be sold or targeted to the younger generation or Gen X & Y....don't u think that what they feel and prefer is more reliable to be consider?? If we keep on give lines and borders everywhere...the results ~ end up to be just in the boxes...not outside the boxes.....

Hahaha!!! Learn to be patient please....keep ur great ideas.....reveal it at d rite time....with the rite person...life is too beautiful to be explore....nt to be wasted....remember ~ everyday is a learning journey to discover.... hihihi :-D

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Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Dentist....


 

Hubby tetiba flat.....balik keje td dah tak bercakap.....senyap je......rupanya sakit gigi....alolololo....siannya....kebetulan ada klinik gigi br bukak kt area umah i......

I loiiike uolz kilinik ni punya deco....vy d green apple.....i looooove....cun kan.....vr cosy....agaknya kalau sakit pon jd tak berapa nk sakit kan.....dan selalunya ada sesetengah org kan takut jumpa dentist.....sekurang-kurangnya ID yang mendamaikan jiwa cenggineh boley laa hilangkan gemuruh... ;-p

Aha....science + ID talent = satisfied patient + good business ;-)

Adik (calon SPM 2012) ~ .....sila amik dental course for your study......hihihi *wink*

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Monday, November 19, 2012

Lil Ganu Village in Mersing, Johor ~

Maybe  not everybody realize the existing of Lil Ganu Village in Mersing, Johor.....where majority of the people speak ganu, apply ganu style of living and dominate most of the ocean coastal area in Mersing......a unique multiculturalism at the most south area in Johor.... ;-)  even myself didn't really notice the existent  of these villages....most of the time we just went up to Air Papan area....didn't realize that not far from that area....situated most beautiful fisherman village that still natural and remain untouched.....i'm amaze!

Even along the journey around the village, there's so many breathtaking views to enjoy.....but i didn't have the chance to snap some of the great views...since my 2 kids are too active and get excited to see fresh durians kampung..... :-p

My favorite......the taste exactly like wht have been produced in Kuala Terengganu.... nice ya! Not only all kind of keropok....they even have satah and other types of Ganu's dish......i loiiiiikeee it very much...... :-)
The village is so clean.....(compared to other fisherman village ;-p, i'm stunt! Meaning that the village people hardly polluted their own place, but outside people....maybe ;-p)....even  at the place they did the keropoks (lekor and kering), hardly seen any flies! Not even dried leaves underneath the dry table......salty fish and dried squid also very fresh and clean....i'm not joking.... :-)
Later that evening, we heading to the Jeti Mersing.....at the center of the small town.... surrounded by  big boats owned by the fisherman....they all busy repairing their boats....some just arrive from the sea.....giving us the chances to have free fish just caught from the boat....the feeling? Great!!!

My beloved mummy and big sis ~ enjoying their moment :-)
The most loving couple i ever know ~ my lovely parent.... love both of u very much! Muah!!
After enjoying our trip around the coastal area of Mersing, at the end we decided to take a rest at Pantai Pasir Lanun......Gosh!!! Beautiful!!! My brother took a boat to the nearby Island and decided to stay there for fishing......and he really get back that nite with big catch!! So fresh and sweet fish......out of the  blue...i'm feelin ~ so good and proud to be Malaysian.....so many beautiful place to enjoy!! Please...do take care of this wonderful heritage..... :-)
This happy kid enjoy his moment...laying down the beach....hihii
Lil Ian enjoying his milk with fresh air ~ :-D
"Amma.....naper Ian tak bo naik bot tuh ke?" Tihii...net time yer sayang......nnt kita pakat ngn pakcik nelayan sini....ronda pulau ngn derang.....mesti derang master pulau2 area sini kan.....kita sewa bot ngn derang.....
Mersing~ wait for our family gathering occasion soon....*wink*
What else can i say? Johor is always in my heart.......and i love Malaysia very much.....~ "Malaysia truly Asia"

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Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Jelmaan hantu di siang hari?!!

Arituh blk kojer.....anak bongsu i becok nk cerita....dgn pelat2 + angin lepas je dr gigi ongak dia.....beriya2 dia nk bgtau ttg kejadian hari tu.....
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Di tengah hari nan hening......waktu semua jiran tetangga takde sb g kerja & anak2 g sekolah.....bibik ngn Lil Ian tgh syok layan TV sambil berehat2 nak membuta di tengah hari laa kan..... :-p

Tiba2x......terdengar suara meminta tolong memecah kedamaian tengah hari itu........maka terpinga-pinga laaa bibik sambil mendukung Lil Ian berlari ke car porch umah kami......bibik2 bersebelahan juga keluar ke halaman depan umah sambil mulut becok bercakap sesama sendiri : "Ada dengar enggak?" "Siapa ya?"

Selang 2 min kemudian, terdengar lagi bunyi meminta tolong itu....kali ini lebih kuat dan jelas datangnya dari arah berdekatan taman permainan.....

Maka bibik2 yang berjiwa CSI beramai2 berjalan ke arah bunyi meminta tolong tersebut sambil mendokong anak kecil jagaan masing-masing.....(pergh.....dpt aku bayangkan kecohnya derang.... :-D)

Pencarian terhenti di sebuah rumah loring tengah......dengan jelas seorang wanita menjerit2 mintak tolong dengan rambut menggerbang tak terurus.....sambil memegang tingkap bilik tidur utama....bersedia untuk membuat terjunan nekad....

Kecoh semua bibik2 cuba menghalang dengan jeritan supaya jangan melompat!!!! Tiba2 datang seorang jiran lain (warga tua lelaki yg sudah bersara) meluru ke rumah tersebut.....(tak kunci laa pulak pagar umah tuh kan...;-p)...terus naik ke bilik utama.....segera Pakcik tu sambut wanita yang menggigil ketakutan tersebut. Hampir-hampir nekad untuk terjun tingkap!!

Wanita : "Tolong....pakcik....tolong saya....ada hantuuuu"
Pakcik : "Mana ada hantu tengah hari buta neh!! Sudah!! Isghtifar!!"

Bibik kata...wanita tuh mcm blurr jeee......lansung takmo sebut apa2....terus menangis dan ketakutan sahaja.....yg beshnya bibik ckp wanita tuh sexy...pakai singlet ngn suar kontot jek....
(ciss! sempat lagi nk tgk bagai....hahahhah)

Bibik2 mula beransur balik......sambil mulut kecoh bercerita ttg kejadian tersebut.....pastuh ada bibik yg kerja kat umah berdepan ngn wanita tu.....bukak berita yg dia kdg2 kalau tido siang2 hari pun.....pernah nampak lembaga putih berambut panjang melintas tembus dinding.......

Aku diam je laaa...dgr cerita bibik neh kan....'nasi tambah' pun boley tahan gaks derang nih...maklumlah...pengaruh *sinetron kan..... :-p

Laki i balik umah mlm tu....i tanya psl kes neh.....my hubby senyum je....dia kata ada org bercerita hal tu kat surau....katanya pompuan tuh housewife....mmg ada sejarah kena histeria.....hari tu Pakcik Superhero tuh g bawak wanita tersebut ke Klinik As-Syakirin (Klinik Tabligh) berhampiran.....terus settle..... :-p 

Biasalah kan....org yg ada pengalaman kena histeria....kan tak bo sorang2....nnt boleh kena lagi....kesian pompuan tuh....
i cerita2 psl hantu ni agak tak berapa gemar nk gembar-gemburkan sgt.....mcmkan masa study kt UPM dulu.....sebelah asrama kitaorg kubur Cina...(derang panggil 'Jirat Cina')....mcm2 kes histeria ada....lagi2 kalu dah dekat nk exam...manjang ada yg jerit2.....kdg2 yg bertudung labuh tuh lg hebat takut bomoh ngn hantunya......i bukanlah berani sgt....tp kita kena ingat kan.....mana boley kita takut Mahkluk lain melebihi Allah? I pun pernah kena tindih.....pastuh bila kita baca ayat 'Kursi'...boley plak antoo cina uh ikut sama....tersasul2 laa kita jdnya kan.....berpeluh2 dibuatnya.....bila kita cuba fokus....sampai laa ayat yg terakhir...barulah antoo Cina tuh jerit kepanasan dan hilang......barulah aku boleh bangun dr katil......pergh....dia punya penattt....mcmkan aku br lari pecut 100m.....

Ada juga kelibat2 jelmaan kat toilet kaco i masa tgh mandi or basuh baju mlm2....bukan apa.....basuh baju mlm2 takde org sgt...takde laa berebut nk tadah air.....sekali tiba2 ada 'akak' rambut panjang tapi *takde muka tegur ko.....caner tu? Makin laju laaa daku sental baju tu.....kasik dia pegi....lebih kurang ~ "syoh3x.....g main laa jauh2x" ;-p

Masa kt umah sewa....ntah naper aku bo nampak depan mata makhluk mata merah berbulu lebat tenung kwn aku yg tengah sedap tidur....aku msh ingat bunyik dengusannya......ciss! tp aku tak bo nk kejut kwn aku tu...sb mulut mcm kena kunci.....mula2 mcm takut juga....lama2 bila asyik kena kacau....jd geram plak!! Dah laa kita blajar science subjek susah2.....tgh2 nk study......mcm2 bunyik pelik plak.....aku sound laa:  "Aku nk blaja laa!! Jgn kacau aku tau tak!!"...Menda tuh mcm mendengus marah.....gegar semua pintu bilik air dan pintu belakang macam nk roboh.....bunyi rantai kena seret atas syiling umah.....aku bengang je!!

Sb tak tahan...kitaorang buat report polis....idea haku laa tuh....very idealistic view sgt kan.... :-D...ingat polis bo jadik "Gost Buster" ke? Aahahhaha! Mayb masa tuh aku msh terpikir nth2 ada org ngendap kiraorg kot....hahhaha! Sempat lagi nk pikir logik manjang......padahal dah nampak depan mata... :-p

Abang2 polis kat Serdang tuh suka laaa anak2 dara datang ngadu kan....sekali bila suruh derang masuk.....dgr dan tgk sendiri gangguan tu.....terus berpeluh menggigil!!! Sb mmg jelas bunyi mcm org mendengus dan rantai diseret atas siling umah....kecut abg polis tuh....depa 2 orang....kuarkan pistol....pastuh suruh kitaorang g bukak siling.....dia suluh dr bawah....ada ka? Aku bengang je tgk.....last2 aku panggil imam Masjid UPM Serdang tuh....derang takmo datang...(mayb sb umah anak dara kan)....derang kata nnt derang buat sembahyang hajat + baca Al-Quran & pagar umah tu.....dari jauh je....

Abang2 Polis telah diarahkan buat rondaan dan intipan....ada gak laa kereta peronda polis berkawal depan umah kami orang...tp lebih kepada nk mengurat laa......time siang je ada....bila malam je lesap!! Tak boleh pakai betul.....hampeh!!

Alhamdullilah.....after Imam Masjid buat apa yg patut....takde apa2 dah lepas tu......kalau ada pun kurang sgt.....tempias2 bunyik org seret rantai je.....tak lama lepas tuh br dapat tau salah seorang housemate kitaorang keluarganya ada amalkan ilmu hitam....ada belaan yg kononnya utk jaga dia....(gila ke haper zmn2 moden cengginih amalkan ilmu hitam!)....bila dia cuti sb sakit masuk hospital.....benda tuh takdapat makanan....(darah period okehh!!) cisss!!! Patut laaa aku ternampak makhluk tuh tenung kwn aku satu mlm tu!! Sb kwn aku tuh tgh period!! Tp akhirnya akak tuh ada datang......gali sesuatu depan umah sewa kami...pastuh kuarkan brg dalam almari dia....then...ok dah.....takde pelik2 lagi...

Hantu & Syaitan mmg wujud.....yg aku tak berkenan.....kita mcm takut hantu melebih2 dari takutkan Allah.... tuh buat aku rimas sikit.....aku tak laa brani sgt.....manusia biasa yg byk kekurangan....tp bo tak jgn hebah2kan cerita kekuatan hantu tuh mcm laaa sampai tak bo dihalang lansung.....yg plg besh....kdg2 yg melebih cerita tuh tak pernah nampak hantu pun....saja buat2 cerita..

Alaaa...cth mcm area umah aku nih.....Puncak Perdana....ada je yg gatai mulut cakap....."Eh! Area umah u tuuh laaa yg Altantuya lalu nk kena bunuh kannn!!!" Pastuh aku tanya....." Kenapa? U pernah nampak hantu Altantuya ke kat area umah i tuh? Tp kan...i rasa, kalau Altantuya jd hantoo...lbh baik dia g kaco  umah org yg bunuh dia.....kitaorg nie, dia tak kenal pun!"...terus dia diam......tuh laaa....pandai2 nk sebarkan cerita tak betul.......tak koserrrr!!

I masih teringat masa blajar subjek 'Ibadah', Bab Pengurusan Jenazah, Kitab 'Mutaa'albadrin' masa sekolah Agama Negeri Johor dulu......ustazah cakap berulang kali :

"Setiap manusia yg telah meninggal dunia tidak mungkin akan kembali ke dunia semula.....apa yg terjadi adalah Syaitan/ Jin yang menyerupa seseorang....untuk sesatkan Umat Nabi Adam....." .....pull stop.

Bila kitaorg tanya psl org yg mati dpt tgk keluarganya....tgk mayatnya sendiri.....tak diterima bumi etc.....kata ustazah : "Itu kes perpencil....apabila ada angkara yg manusia lakukan terlalu dasyat...sehingga Allah tunjukkan sesuatu untuk jadi teladan kepada manusia yang hidup.....tp setakat ini, tiada sesiapa yg boleh mengatakan dgn yakin bahawa orang yg baru meninggal, rohnya masih berlegar2 dalam rumah".

Lagi satu.....neh statement plg ngokk laaa.....
Si Polan : "You.....derang cakap kan....sapa beli umah kat area taman tuh.....kena tandatangan perjanjian....tak bo ubah warna binaan batu merah tuh.....tak bo cat umah...kena pastikan sentiasa dgn batu merah...tak bo langgar pantang"
Daku : "Laa.....ye ke? I beli umah sana....takde pun kena tandangan apa psl tu? Suka hati laa nk bubuh kaler apa pun.....cuma kalau dah elok2 batu merah....buat haper nk cat plak kan....so far takde laa sesapa buat cenggituh.....tak tau laaa kot2 ada yg kreatif lepas ni....."

Mongok tak? Daku dan jiran tetangga bahagia je berumahtangga kat taman kitaorang dah dekat 3~5 tahun.....kitaorang takde apa2.....org lain plak yg sibuk.....sebenarnya sajer nk perlekeh orang lain kan......macamkan umah derang bagus sgt.....ntah haper nk digaduhkan agaknya.....bersyukur je laaa....hidup kat Malaysia nih serba serbi mencukupi......ko dpt hidup mewah......Alhamdulillah laaa.....

Apa2 laa......tp Editor Metro pernah cakap.....kalau nk buat apa2 cerita yg senang nk laku.....senang jee.....carik 3 topik :
1. Hantu
2. Seks
3. Darah (Kemalangan/ Tragedi/ Kematian)

Kompem disukai ramai.....lebih2 lagi orang Malaysia. Filem seram laaa.....jenayah laaa.....rogol laaaa.....cerita seks tak semestinya yg direct....asalkan ada unsur2 sex pun layan...mmg org suker.....(cth: Badan sasa, body sexy, bahasa lucah, imaginasi, iklan kekuatan batin etc).....byk sgt kat TV skunk yg sampai meluat aku tgk.....plg aku bengang satu drama kat TV3....ada ke derang buat satu cerita ni....sorang pompan tengah sembahyang sendirian kat umah.......mak abahnya g surau.....tiba2 dtg lelaki yg jahat.....rogol pompuan tuh yg tgh sembahyang kt ruang tamu!!! Lagi satu.....ustazah kena rogol baru balik mengajar budak2 mengaji....Gila tak?!!! Meluat ok!! Sengaja tunjuk Islam & Melayu tuh sgt tak bertamadun......TV provider neh tak pikir ke kesan negatif dari paparan mcm tu? Patut laa Tun Mahathir pernah tegur kenapa banyak sgt cerita karut kat TV skunk neh.......cerita hantu especially.....FINAS & RTM....pls laaa pantau2 sikit....sedeyyy laaa.....(tetiba kan...)

Neh bukan antoooo....neh anak2 daku.....semangat nk g terjun kolam.....cuti raya haji arituh singgah P.D. jap.....carik ketenangan....hihii ;-)

Apa2 pon....janganlah letakkan ketakutan kepada makhluk lain itu melebihi Allah yg Maha Kuasa....itu sahaja.....byk doa2 untuk elakkan perkara tidak baik atau berjumpa dgn makhluk hodoh seperti hantu/ Jin/ Syaitan......

Tp jgn lupa yer....tak semua hantu/ Jin/ Syaitan itu sentiasa hodoh.....mereka bo menyerupa menjadi manusia yg sangat cantik & hensem.......kalau yg ineh....suka laa jumpa? Padahal itu pun hantu/ Jin/ Syaitan juga......yg telah berjanji akan terus berusaha untuk menyesatkan Umat Manusia.....sehingga hari Kiamat....

Errrr.....renung2kan....
Wassalam...

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Executive Talks with Tun Mahathir...


Tak tahu nk cakap apa........ucapannya sangat mendalam......amanatnya memberi kesan di jiwa.....soalan2 yang diajukan kepadanya dijawab dan dikupas dengan sangat tepat. Rasa terlalu rindu pada kepimpinan beliau.....semangat patriotiknya terpancar pada raut wajahnya yang terlalu sayangkan negara dan bangsanya.....yang mahukan kekayaan negara ini dirasai oleh semua lapisan masyarakat.....tak kira di mana sahaja....bukan untuk sesuatu kaum atau seseorang individu sahaja...

Terlalu sukar nk diluahkan dengan kata-kata.....nasihatnya kepada para pemimpin negara dan ketua-ketua Jabatan, KP, Pengarah & semua pegawai kump P&P kerajaan dari seluruh negara......sangat menusuk kalbu dan memberi kesan.....kecuali mereka yang buat2 pekak dan buta hati......semua mata tertumpu pada ucapan dan jawapannya yang tidak perlukan sebarang teks ucapan atau rangka jawapan.....

Benarlah kata Tun.....kuasa yang diberi kepada Ketua atau Pemimpin bukanlah untuk mereka membuat sesuatu bagi kepentingan diri sendiri atau menyalahgunakan kuasa itu......kuasa yang diberikan itu adalah satu kepercayaan yang membolehkan ketua membuat sesuatu yang mendatangkan manfaat dan kebaikan kepada seluruh rakyat atau orang yang  dipimpinnya......

Bergetar jiwa mendengar ucapannya.....semacam ada amaran dan kesayuan.....tentang harapan dan harga sebuah perjuangan....bila di tanya apakah rahsia kejayaan di bawah kepimpinannya, jawapan beliau mudah sahaja....TIADA RAHSIA......hanya dengan bekerja bersungguh-sungguh.....perkara ini bukan sahaja applied utk negara...tetapi juga untuk diri sendiri dan keluarga....mana mungkin kita boleh berjaya dengan hanya berangan2x......duduk berehat dan enjoy sepanjang masa.....hanya tahu bersuka ria dan malas berusaha.....tidak mahu lansung bekerja dan tidak mahu lansung bersusah sedikit...hanya mahu yang senang-senang sahaja.....mana mungkin kita boleh berjaya?? Melainkan kita hanya jadi manusia yang meminta-minta....terlalu banyak lagi nasihat dan pandangannya.......mmg ucapannya terlalu berharga & 'significant' pada orang yang tahu menilai maksudnya.....

Dalam usia melebihi 80 tahun.....beliau masih terus membaca buku ilmiah setiap malam.....Tun....I don't care what other people said about you....u are my idol.....pejuang bangsa yang sejati....Pemimpin Negara yang paling dihormati...

Tqvm Mak....jasamu membuatkan aku boleh berada di sini.....bersama-sama semua yg lain....mendengar amanat Tun yang tercinta....buat bekalan sepanjang perjalanan ini.....yang masih jauh untuk di tempuh....

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Tuesday, October 23, 2012

The learning journey....



When i was offered as an officer, i'm just optimist and leave Serdang with Doa' that my journey will be smooth to reduce the burden of my family and other siblings in their studies......

When i registered on the first day, the Top Personnel at that moment is not happy because they are expected to receive male officer. I'm not really sure why, but since the HQ already send me there...they have to accept me. I was instructed to handle out-reach program while at the same time the management people make some arrangement to transfer me out (without my knowledge of coz). When the clerk revealed the news to me, i'm just quite and refuse to make any conclusion becoz i don't think in this era people still practice gender discrimination or preference...especially in my own country...(a very idealistic view from a fresh graduate :-D)

 I was called in the meeting room.....with Mr. Chairman and surrounded by the other Heads....doing second interview after SPA did....I'm still optimist and be calm....I was asked with so many questions but the last statement is the most interesting one... ;-)  

Mr. Chairman: "You are still very new....u have been chosen by SPA without our representative during the selection... look's like all the Head seems to like u.....but that doesn't mean i like u.."

Me: "It's ok Sir....i understand, we cannot force other people to like us..."

He look quite shocked with my answer.....maybe he didn't aspect me to answer him.....i'm cool, ask permission to go out and leave the room....still with  respect to the people that have the intention to investigate & judge me for nothing....just becoz i'm a young lady...not male as they preferred to have.... :-)

Few months after testing me with different kind of jobs and challenges, given projects and task with very minimal guidance......finally they realize that i'm tough and qualified enough to be ignored. When i received the letter to be transferred to other Department, the bosses start to feel that i'm suppose to be in their Division and decided to make me remain......what an 'interesting' experience i had yaa!....hihih....i'm about to laugh out loud!! LOL! But again, they make a joke by arranging the cancellation to transferred me out quietly... ;-D !! Really LOL!!! 

Being young and bold....with my aim to help my family.....i face the challenges and turning back is not an option....i know that i have to be strong...remain optimist and x want to waste my time by blaming my faith or get mad of people's ignorant....i choose to forgive them and move on...

Few years later, the Big Boss keep on changing and the recruitment or hiring process doesn't always involve the top management as they claim.... professionally done by JPA or SPA...nobody make noise and the candidates that passed the interview never been tested as i had....i'm just wonder why during my time it is like a BIG issues when there is nobody represent the top management during selection process. I'm also not sure who actually  influence the top management to have a preference on hiring male officer rather than woman officer......the politics in the office seems to be more interesting to watch ;-)

When lately there is some issues arise by the Auditor and certain people start to find other people's faults....i'm just smiling.....i'm aware....i know it is definitely unethical to simply give show cause letter to anybody that done nothing wrong......it is even worse to deliver the wrong statement/ information to the Higher Authority....lead to conflict and wrong judgement by others....

I'm certain with myself, my colleagues and operative personnel under my supervision...i know they have done their best.....even trying very hard to maintain everything as the number of visitors is overwhelm.....certain mechanisms have been queried.....but as a technical officer...is not my territory and it is far beyond my control.....the root cause of the problems must be identified and resolve quickly....

I believe that everyday is a learning journey for me......i'm optimist that the truth will be revealed  as "Allah  Maha Adil"...watching every single move we did...record every single words we said.....and He have warned:

"He raised up the heavens and set the Scale of Justice (so firmly) that you cannot play it false" (Surah 55:7-8)

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Penawar hati....

Lately mama byk kerja....terpaksa balik lambat sikit.....slalu rasa tak sbr nk jumpa anak2...balik hr ni....tgk anak2 mama tgh mengaji....sejuk rasa hati....semoga menjadi anak yg soleh ~ menjadi penawar dukaku.....penyejuk hati....hartaku di dunia & akhirat.... ;-)

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InsyaAllah....


Glad that now we have a  firm KPP (P).....he seems to know many things & understand the situation better....anyway, everything is too soon to be judge...so far  things looks fine...
No matter what....need to be optimist....'langit tak selamanya mendung' ~ semoga dipermudahkan semuanya.....InsyaAllah.....


Green is a good color for relaxing ~ :-)
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Monday, October 15, 2012

Gegirl next door ~



Pagi2 Lil Diya sampai umah i dah....."Assalamualaikum......untie....Ian ada? Nak g main taman boyeh tak"...Hihihi...alahai....anak dara jiran depan umah ....Mat Salleh kata : "Lil Girl Next Door" ...heh.....kemain cantekk pagi2 dah mandi....pakai dress biru....siap hair band ~ ;-)  Cute laa pulokkkk.....

Kemaruk laa si Lil Ian nak pakai baju encemmm gaks.....hadoyyy....layankan je laa....pastuh dua2 budak kenit g main kat taman dgn baju tantek memasing.......with bibik of coz... :-) Bdk2 dua orang ni mmg rapat.....kalau masing2 balik kg pun....msg2 asyik sebut2 je.....dah teringat leww tuew...

Hihi....i love my neighborhood life ~ semangat kejiranan masih tinggi :-D so far, jiran2 sebelah umah, kiri kanan & depan belakang takde lagi laa yg perangai pelik2.....hv a high tolerance and sincerely protect each other.....Alhamdulillah ~ semoga berkekalan.....aminnnn :-)

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Tuesday, October 9, 2012

24 hours a day....


  I was waiting for a Majlis Ilmu last weekend and a beautiful young lady at middle of 30's enter the hall. She looks very cheerful and have a pleasant image. We started the kuliah with surah Al-Ikhlas and she started to talk about ethics.....a very interesting topic about human rights, freedom, woman, fair judgement, happiness index....everything sounds interesting to know.... :-)

Nobody knows that she just involve in an accident that morning and her car is badly damage....she looks stunning and fine....like nothing happen....for her...it is a pity for her to spoil the beautiful morning by arguing how the accident happen....he decided to be optimist....she leave it to the insurance company to handle....she added : we decide how we want to feel everyday.....sad or happy?

Talk about her life as a wife, mother of 3, a lecturer, a daughter & DIL.....everything looks so tight ya?? Tihihii.......maybe....and there are people (out side) watching at her and whisper: 'Hey...she seems to do everything, even have class during weekend? Aren't she feel tired? Have she cooked for her kids? Done the laundry? Enough time for her husband and maybe for herself?'

 Well.....do we  ever have enough time? Rasulullah s.a.w. also have given 24 hours a day.....same with us....yet, he manage to perform all the 'ibadah and done his duty that many of us may wonder how he did it......Qiyamullail, Solat Hajat, Solat Sunat, Solat Duha, Fasting......++ Allah.....u name it.....

Well....ok laaa.....that's Rasulullah....how about ordinary people like Tun Mahathir? Just wonder how he manage to think, work and done so many things in a day? 

Everybody is given 24 hours a day......what do we really do ya? What is more meaningful? Feel bored coz donno wht else to do? Or feel glade we manage to do  what we suppose to do? Is  it true that a busy woman like her give less attention to her kids and life? Is children with full time mummy is a guarantee to be better than children tht have a career mummy? How about a man? Househusband maybe? Do they exist in Malaysia? Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah didn't agree with this phenomena.....coz he believe that a man should go out and looking for the "rezeki"....

Well....how about a blogger? Everybody knows a daddy blogger enjoying his househusband title.....busy updating his blog everyday and look after his baby boy, caution about his masculine body.....waiting with patient for his wife to go home....and having a nice dinner together.....while he gain money from his blog.......hhmmmmm....interesting ~ people handling unique life ya!  ;-) 

I'm sure everybody have their own arguments.....i'll leave it for everybody to debate....as for me......for time being....i can't imagine my life without my career....i love to be a mom and bless to be a wife.....i enjoy cooking, baking, sewing, stitching and drawing......i also love to write...(maybe one day i could produce a novel?) Hmmmm.....that's a good idea....can be considered as one of my retiring plan.... :-)

  Everybody have their  own way to occupied their 24 hours/day.....either a housewife or a working mom....surely have plan on what to do....not to just sleep all day i believe...bored rite? or just shopping all day long....almost everyday? nothing else? will surely get bored......(for me maybe...huhuh ;-p) whatever it is....we should not judge a woman that hv a career and seems to do so many things can't handle their life or abandon their family.....do we know her capability on handling his life in balance? Yet, still have time for herself and enjoying her life better than us maybe? Hihihi..... ;-p

Whatever it is.... a wise mother should already know how to balance the time for herself and her lovely family.....everything that important for her will never been left behind....she will try her best to be fair to all her children and faithful to her husband wherever she goes.....maybe that's why Allah give woman a very high position as a Mother.....because Allah knows that woman can explore her maximum potential to handle many things.....complete the woman's life with a Man who will be responsible, taking care of her and help to make her life easier........MasyaAllah ~ Maha Suci Allah ~

With my hubby's bless, redha & doa'....plus redha & doa' from my mother....so far everything flow smoothly...my pray to Allah may everything become easier for me ....may the knowledge tht i gain...benefits me and others....to be apply in my daily life and work.....helping me to understand them better......why people with science background always think this way and the social people look at that way.....how to bridging the gaps and how science communication should come in the middle and benefit everybody....

Learning about something that related to my work help me to realize why certain people behave wrongly and feel nothing, yet i feel sympathy for them....teach me to have a fair judgement and hold my patient handling 1001 humans behaviors along the day....sounds weird hah? hahahha....it is...but tht's how i feel...i am more relax and peace in handling many issues that i face.... tq Allah ~ :-)

Aha...we may still look young today.....or we wnt to be young forever.....but Rasulullah did say : "Kebanyakan Umatku akan berumur antara 60~70 tahun"....time goes by so fast.... i am already past almost half of the golden age 60~70.....and what have i done with the past 33 years of my life? Is it good enough? Should i keep on dreaming? or wasting my time thinking that i'm still young and behave@ dress like i'm young all day n nite? Pretending that i'm still the sweet 17 that everybody will admire? Having fun all the time and do the same things as i did when i was 20's? Hahahhaha.....come on!!! *masa yang pergi tak akan kembali * we may miss all the chances that we have today..

How about choose to be realistic? Learn to be wise, look elegant & pleasant to carry the titles (as a wife, a mother and a career woman), suit our behave with our age and live the life peacefully......

For the next 2 years...i'll be double busy with my elder son's time table, his home work, schools.....plus his lil brother started the kindergarten....i should prepare a proper plan to suit their need later on....including spending more time for their school preparation....how abt my own plan then? My endless plan.....Hahahaha!....just wonder how it's gonna be...must be exciting....hhihi....

Ohhhhhh......it is getting even weird now.......i tend to love my life more and feel bless with what i had today......Tqvm Allah...for giving me the chance to live my life at the fullest! ;-D

Thursday, October 4, 2012

A marathon week...


1. Sport n Spinach  Exhibition with Exploratarium, Denmark

2. Draft Agreement Contract for Thematic Exhibition

3. Draft report ~ ASPAC Rice Exhibition Development Workshop

4. Dino's Science Carnival

5. Internal Audit Report

6. 1001 Inventions ~ Muslim Heritage Exhibition

7. Star Trek Exhibition

8. EMA 717 Assignment & Presentation ~ Ethics in Public Services

9. EMA 756 - Financial Management in Public Services

10. NSC Borneo Branch

11. Additional info for Science Scheme upgrading

Allah....tqvm for giving me the strength and will to perform my job as 'ibadah' to You ~ Allah the Almighty... I've done all my best to make it better for me, for them, my children & others.....with Allah...i believes that what's the best will always given to the right person in the right time at the right place.

Tqvm Allah fr given us the most Wise Leader in the Ministry - Y. Bhg. Dato' Dr. KSU....other people may have different perception about you.....but i adore your Great Leadership in making either Descriptive or Normative  Decision that most of the time suite the best situation. It is extremely hard to change people and it is absolutely cannot be done within one night.....but Y. Bhg. Dato' Dr. have done a lot of efforts to help MOSTI, especially on upgrading the science scheme that dominated the Ministry.

It is our efforts today that determine the sustainability of future S&T career in this country. We can always choose to ignore and wait & see....but certainly these are not the choices that the great leaders will consider...

I understand very well that this life is too short to be wasted and time goes by so fast.....it is a promise that we are all gonna be face Allah The Almighty ALONE and nothing else will be considered as rewards to us except our knowledge that benefits others, a sincere do'a from our children s and  'amal ma'ruf' that we managed to performed in our life...

 “He has raised up the heavens and set the Scale of Justice (so firmly) that you cannot play it false” (Surah 55:7-8)


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Monday, October 1, 2012

His BFF ~


I took Cuti Ganti today....coz last weekend im on duty....time for my family.....anak2 pun seronok semacam sb pg2 bangun mamanya ada kt umah....

Abang pg2 da g kindnergarden.....adik selalunya main basikal ngn his only bff ~ Dhia....anak neighbour i depan umah.....tp sb mama off today....dia takmo g mana2...nk kepit ngn mama sajork....mama nk berkebun depan umah pun mengekor kt blakang....mama mandikan rainbow d rabbit pun adik setia tunggu.....kalau bo mama mesti sentiasa depan matanya...hihihi....

Dhia bila tak nampak Ian....pg2 da muncul kt depan pagar umah....."Ian2x....Dhia dtg ni".... hihihi....cute sgt....kebetulan kami tgh breakfast.....ajak Dhia sekali....kemain bdk2 berdua nih nk duduk rapat2.....sibuk Ian layan Dhia nk minum apa.....hihii....sweet sgt bdk2 kan.....so sincere n adorable.....

Derang main2 lego set yg i belikan aritu...Ian buatkan umah utk Dhia...alolololoo......comeyyyy kan.....pastuh derang cerita2 laa....ckp nnt umah ni ada hantu....pastuh dinasour datang...tp kita tak takut kan.....sb Allah ada....hihihihi.....so cute to see 3 years old kids explore their imagination.... :-)

Tak lama......bibik Dhia dtg panggil balik.....Ian cakap....."Nnt petang kita jumpa kt taman tau Dhia...byeeeeee...."

Pastuh Dhia salam i....hikhikhikhik.......feeling mak2 sangat i hari neh... ;-)

p/s: agaknya kalau derang da besar.....mcm skunk jugak ke? or.....dah segan....hihihi

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